in an attempt to disrupt the crippling stagnation of my life i am trying to recreate a period of my life that nostalgia tells me was awesome
talk about setting yourself up for a fall
it got me to thinking about how i seem to have a habit of putting myself in situations where i expect or intend to fail even though i appear to be trying my best
its all about false positives i guess which is a mathematical theory that i am actually quite fond of
or maybe its the paradox part that i like
but i dye grass
my point was that i wonder if i should do something radical like buy a one-way ticket to japan and see what happens
or pack a bag grab my passport withdraw all my money and try to fall off the grid for a few months
i wish there was a strange island somewhere that would pull me in and teach me what really matters in life
even it was populated by polar bears and smoke monsters
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